We come into this world alone
From the heart of darkness
The infinite unknown
We're only here a little while
And I feel safe and warm
When I see you smile

Currently Listening Silent Alarm By Bloc Party see related

comeback.

.no, no, no.

i havent left this.

i was too busy having a productive summer. i did all that thought i should do! i read/am reading books, watched/still watching series and animes, listened to new bands and music [and enjoyed it immensely!!] and watched a load movies!!...i even fulfilled my goal of making usad in reading BLEACH manga! and yes, Laura, i'm finally watching Princess Tutu!!  yaaay...!...though, i havent watched a play or a ballet or whatever yet... i dont think my parents have the interest to let me...let alone watch for themselves... its just not their thang.

though a new schoolyear is coming up...i feel strangely relaxed and unfussy...bored even. maybe because its my last as a highschool student... maybe because i have an early onset of senioritis...who knows. i have only one personal goal for this year... and that is to not have such a sucky ending to it like last year's...that was certainly a bang. a 76 ?!?!?!? *faint*... anyway, i'll keep to my Theory of Balance... and that is to keep everything else a line of 9 if you can't manage to be good at math. HA! ... i wont be making any academic promises...like a merit card or whatever...i find that its double, maybe triple the disappointment if you fail YOURSELF...so. wimpish as it maybe...i'll try; i'll keep trying...but i wont swear it on my life.

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i like twisted, remember that fact? i collect jessica zafra's books. and it's kind of bizarre if you dont read the twisted series in the proper order. see, sometimes the articles that ms zafra writes are like, little vignettes of her life...if not about politics or an event or whatever else...it's about her and what she remembers doing while writing. now i read the 5th and 7th book before i read the 3rd... and since the articles are like, 3-5 years apart...when i started reading the 3rd book this week, i felt like i can tell jessica zafra from 1996 her future. for example, i read about her friend gail's death from lung cancer in book 7... then just today i read an article from book 3 about her telling the same tennis-loving friend gail about patrick stewart being gay. it was weird! like, how could she have known that after putting in gail's name nonchalantly in an article one normal day...she would write about her death 4 books later?!...it was like travelling in a unique time machine. hmmmn... then maybe that would be how it really feels.

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Currently Reading The Picture of Dorian Gray (Barnes & Noble Classics Series) (Barnes & Noble Classics) By Oscar Wilde see related

detached.

ha. you thought i've abandoned this, didnt you?

hell no. i just had nothing to say until now. hahaha.

so. i havent been home in 3 weeks, i'm attending this UPCAT review center in laguna, and i have this physics & trig summer workshop!! wooo~~ i'm totally learning!! hahaha.

i miss my friends. yes i miss you guys to death!!! i havent been in touch or whatever, coz i dont touch the comp too often, and i dont really like texting, and i certainly cant call from here. initially i found it hard to "fit in" because i was the only one from las piñas and everyone else had their own cliques and schoolmates...so the first few days felt really awkward. luckily i had a mini-support system in my physics/trig class. we're only 5 girls, so its pretty cool. and recently my support system just expanded!!! i'm even going to have my ear pierced by one of them! aint that cool??! hahaha.

its funny how a lot of people remind me of people i already now. take my physics teacher for example. he looks freakishly like a combination of patrick zoleta and peter anticuando. seriously, take peter's eyes and cheeks, zoleta's jaw and complexion and tada! you have sir jet! [he's nice, but he's mapanglait especially to la sallians! =p] there's also sir jake[jeff? hahahahaha] who kind of reminds me of kuya rab! and if he didnt, i probably wouldnt like him because he doesnt teach very well XD. plus there's erwin, my classmate...who's like the carlo villegas from laguna. hahaha. and tara!! mini-ate almyrrh! and karen looks like kim!!!

Currently Reading The Riddles of Epsilon By Christine Morton-Shaw see related

summer nerves.